New Years Eve 2021

I have never been so excited to ring in a new year! I’m taking my chances with this new one; nothing can be as rough as the past two, therefore the odds are more in my favor than ever.

I am proud of myself. I woke up daily and handled it all, when honestly there were days I had no idea how I would get through the hour without breaking down. It was never any less hard, I was just able to gain strength I never knew I had left in me to power through it.

I have had to accept the end of a marriage and the end of a beautiful era that I took no part in pretending it didn’t hurt to lose. I have endured anger and regret. I’ve grieved, mourned and fought to keep it what it in my memory will always be and had zero control in what he ultimately chose. What I set out for my life to be nearly 7 years ago is never going to be and my heart will never be the sam; but damn did I grow. In my healing, in what I will no longer accept from a partner and most importantly in who I am as a woman, mother and in my career. I have undying faith that someday I will be worth the fight ❤️

Happy New Year’s Eve!!