I Don’t Know Who Needs To Hear This Right Now

I have gotten through some dark and deep waters; especially the last few months. Some promised to be there through the storm. Others jumped ship. Others steered me right into the iceberg. But I have trudged the water and my head has remained every damn bit above it.

I promise you it gets better.

This. This right here is why I write. Why I reach out. Why I invest and on my own accord, wear my heart on my sleeve.

I go back and fight even when it damages me.

Last night, someone told me “Just because you did the right thing doesn’t mean it’s has to feel good, nor does it mean it ever really will.” He then helped me realize very minimal in a short amount of time what fighting for someone you love really means.

You just do whatever it takes; at whatever expense you may endure, to help better whomever it is your loving and fighting for.

So keep the people around you want to continue fighting for. That let you fight for them. That don’t beg to be saved and when you try, they pretend they never asked.

Because while we only have one life to live, it is so damn hard to live it anymore. And my God, if you find someone that you love. That makes you feel alive in the slightest way. That makes you want to fight that hard; God Damn It just do it. You don’t let them walk away. You don’t push them away. You don’t force them to go. You keep standing up and breathing to help get by and keep finding another way.

Just Remember It’s Always Darkest Before The Dawn