I Am Where I Am At Because…

I am where I am because of the choices I’ve made.

Not because of society.

Not because of a lock down.

Not because of fear.

Not because of a lover.

I am exactly where I am because I made choices that brought me to this exact moment.

After my divorce I realized that I was at the root of everything.

I blamed my ex.

I blamed other partners.

I blamed the virus.

But the truth is

I said yes when he asked me to marry him; knowing he wanted someone different than I was at my core.

I made every choice and I created the exact moment I’m in.

Don’t matter if he lied or deceived, I chose the partnership. I continued to stay and nothing can justify why in the end it broke me worse than ever before.

This is in my opinion the next level of “consciousness”

Call it what you will, but complete and supreme and unwavering OWNERSHIP is at the foundation of greatness.

So the lesson is this:

If you don’t like where you are, move.

If you don’t like how you feel, act.

If you don’t like your situation, choose new.

It’s that simple.

When I struggle my pride and nervous system wants to find someone or something to blame, but when I work through my own bullshit I end up looking at me as the creator.

I’ve found myself here many times over the years.

And every time the answer is the same.

I made the choice.

And I created this.

Remember this the next time you want to blame or let the ego tell you otherwise.

If you lied, you lied.

If you played small, you played small.

If you acted out of fear, you acted out of fear.

And the ticket to the next level of building the exact life you want lies on the other side of you acknowledging that you built and build it all.